(Source: larrystylinsonruinedmylife, via garrettnickelsenz)
(Source: larrystylinsonruinedmylife, via garrettnickelsenz)
SOMEONE SHOOT ME RIGHT NOW.
BRB I NEED AIR
April 26, 2012
Dear you,
I just found a disposable camera. It’s a Canon Prima BF-800. I don’t know if it still works though. I hope it still does because I’m planning to give it to my cousin. She’s really in to lomography and maybe this will make her happy. I’m such a generous person, it’s ridiculous.
Meanwhile, my plans for college is slightly going downhill because I have no idea what course should I take. Honestly, I formulated my game plan on a piece of paper. The plan was simple, “Take the entrance exam for BS Psychology and choose AB Asian Histories as 2nd choice. Take Philosophy as major.” But then, my grandma told me that I should choose a different major. So, I’ve chosen Clinical Psychology Ph.D. Because, I want to show people that suicide is not an option. Whatever. I need to deliberate this with myself. I need to think wisely. I’m so pressured right now that every cell of my body is refusing to maintain its existence. Deep deep deep deep sigh.
Oh, right. My twitter will be on hiatus for a while. I’ll just text you guys. Adios. xoxoxo
April 24, 2012
Dear friend,
Haha. I sound like Charlie. Anyway, it’s been a long time. I’ve just finished reading The Fault In Our Stars by John Green via ebook. I didn’t have much money to buy such a wonderful book. A must-read, indeed.
No wonder it became one of the best-selling books today. I must say, cancer is a dick which led me to the thought of people who are currently fighting this horrible disease and I admire them. I felt the pain, the sorrow, all the feelings that John Green wants us to feel. I’d rate it 10. To tell you the truth, this was the first time I cried over a male fictional character, namely Augustus Waters. But still, I keep on thinking about Hazel Grace Lancaster after reading the letter of Gus to Peter Van Houten. Did she die? Did she love someone else? Is her swing set still okay? We don’t know because writing does not resurrect. It buries.
SORRY FOR THE SPOILERS
Give In To Me - Leighton Meester and Garrett Hedlund
April 17, 2012
Watched this movie yesterday called Country Strong and this song actually caught my attention. I don’t know. It’s just, it’s such a nice song.
Cross out everything you’ve done:
Had Beer.
Smoked an entire cigarette.
Done drugs.
Write on a bathroom wall.
Read a George Orwell book.Had a physical fight.Used Twitter.Listened to Lady Gaga.
Been in a car accident.
Gotten suspended.
Gotten expelled.
Been allergic to something.Got a computer virus.Touched a real gun.Had a dog.Had a cat.
Been pregnant.Camped out.Swam in the ocean.
Wore a bikini.Driven a car.Been sent to the principal.Ever liked someone.Failed a class.Failed a test.Went to summer school.
Got worse than a D.Got A’s, A’s and B’s.Read an entire book.
Recorded my own music.
Had an xbox.
Worn heels more than 3 days in a row.
Wore fishnets.Wore skinny jeans.Hated someone.
Been cheated on.
Cheated on someone.Worn makeup.Lied to my parents about where I was going.
Had surgery.
Had my license.
Been to college.
Graduated high school.
Attempted suicide.
Self harmed.
Worn colored contacts.Painted my nails black.
Broken someone’s heart.Had my heart broken.Cried for an hour straight.Lost something very valuable.
Got separated from one of my parents as a kid.
Broken a bone.
Gotten stung by a bee.Eaten something bad/expired.
Threw up from being so drunk.
Saw someone throw up from being so drunk.Danced with someone of the opposite sex.
Owned an ipod.
Owned an iphone.Fell for a best friend.Went far away from home for more than a week.
Moved out.
Ran away.Had food poisoning.
Had a job.
Been fired.Lied to a friend.Lied to a family member.Had a Facebook.Posted a video on YouTube.Started a rumor about someone.Talked bad about someone.
Dropped out of school.Deliberately failed a test.
Been skinny dipping.
Counted to a million.
Counted to a thousand.
Ate rabbit meat.Ate duck meat.Had fast food.Been to Church.
Been to Canada.
Been married.
Had a divorce.Broke a glass.
Hugged someone today.
Texted someone today.
Received a phone call today.Threw something out of the window.Ignored a text from someone on purpose.Had my feelings hurt by a friend and never told them.Wish you were somebody else.
(Source: violentskulls, via mrtonight)
Appearance
I haven’t had piercings besides the ears.I want piercings besides the ears.I have many scars.I tan easily.I wish my hair was a different colour.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.I want a tattoo.I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
I have had braces.
I have more than two piercings.
EmbarrassmentDisney movies still make me cry.I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my trousers rip in public.I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.
Health
I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.I’ve had chicken pox.
Travel
I’ve been to Florida.I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Colombia.
I’ve been to Cuba.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Ottawa.
I’ve been to the Caribbean.
I’ve been to Europe.
Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city.I’ve seen a shooting star.I’ve wished on a shooting star.I’ve seen a meteor shower.I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.I’ve slapped someone.
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve slept in a restaurauntI’ve auditioned for something
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.I’ve pranked someone.I’ve ridden in a taxi.
Honesty/crime
I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law.(for downloading albums illegally lol)
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.I’ve sneaked out.I’ve lied about where i was going.I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve been in a fist fight.Death
I’m afraid of dying.I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone die.
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
I have attempted suicide.I’ve thought about suicide before.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
I own over 5 rap CD’s.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
I collected comic books.
I own a lot of makeup.
I own something I got on eBay.
I own something from Abercrombie.
Random
I can sing low key.
I’ve stolen something from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.I watch the news occasionally or always.
I don’t like to kill bugs.I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.I care about grammar.I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
I bake well.My favorite colour is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple or orange.
I would wear pajamas to school.I laugh at my own jokes.I eat fast food weekly.I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
I’m really ticklish.I like white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.People
Used to ask me if I was anorexic/bulimic.Called me fat.
Say I’m skinny.Have said I’m ugly.Have said I’m pretty.Have spread rumors about me.
Force me to eat.Say I eat too much.
Say I eat too little.Eating
I’ve lost weight.I’ve gained weight.
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
I’m vegan/vegetarian.Family
I’ve sworn at my parents.I’ve planned to run away from home before.
I’ve run away from home.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.I want kids.
I’ve had kids.
I’ve lost a child.Relationships
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’m a swinger.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I have/had a friend with benefits.I miss someone right now.I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
I’m a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.I’ve hugged a stranger.
I’ve kissed a stranger.Bad times
I regularly drink.
I can’t swallow pills.I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.I have/had anxiety problems.I shut others out when I’m upset.I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before.I’ve plotted revenge.
(via mrtonight)

April 15, 2012
Yeah, that explains my whereabouts yesterday. Drank 2 bottles to be honest. But we all know Tanduay Ice contains 5 percent alcohol only. Our aunts were there anyway so it’s fine. And we only do this occasionally.
See that girl on my left? That’s my cousin. She actually drank more than I did and she’s YOUNGER than me. Can you believe that? Lolathon. Anyway, it was fun.
Please don’t judge.
lol did anyone noticed i renamed “cooler than me” into “cooler than you” on my mixtape? anyone? okay, cool story.